I don't understand how someone can just walk in your life...turn it upside down and then walk out and never look back?

How can someone make you feel so special only to make you feel worthless a short while later?

How can someone make you believe they are sincere when they are not?

Why would someone tell someone they love them when they do not?

How can someone break your spirit and you allowed them to do so?

Why is love blind? Why cant you see what everyone else does...until after its too late?

How can one be so fooled by someone? You think you really know someone only to find out you are living with someone else....in a way..you are living a fairytale...you wont allow yourself to believe what is right in front of you...

Maybe some of us want to be loved so badly...that when someone simply says the words I LOVE YOU.....we hold on to that for dear life. Especially when all our life we have longed for that kind of love. The love that is true..and is real.

Why would you tell someone you want to be with them forever when you don't mean it?

How can you look into someones eyes and lie to them? Why do some people have no conscience? Some people have a heart of stone?

Maybe it all comes back to ones childhood...maybe when you have been abandoned by your father when you were 6 months old...maybe always longing for the love you never felt...maybe if I knew what that felt like?

How do we trust again? How do we love again? How do we heal from a pain that is so real..a pain that hurts more than any other? How do we move on?

When.....When do we live our lives without thinking so much...? There are so many questions I have....Maybe I will never get the answers...maybe that's just life. Maybe just maybe I will smile again...some day.......some day......